Every day that I am alive the only thing I feel is that I am just waiting to die. I just want this pain to end. I just want to feel loved. I am getting to the point I can no longer handle the panic I feel. I have allowed this to happen to me […]

No one I have loved has ever loved me enough to care about me or see me as a person. They were only concerned with getting what they wanted out of the situation. I allowed it during my marriage because of how I was raised and my beliefs. I allowed it after I separated from […]

I am publishing these notes because I spend every hour of my life looking over the edge. The level of pain and despair I feel physically manifests itself to the point that I feel no hope at this moment. I have spent the last month in bed because I feel like there is nothing left […]